Its 2:30 of night. Just finished all of my works but I am not going to sleep. I never sleep before 3 am. The song “Jane Kya Hoga Rama Re” is playing in my player. I’m thinking what’s going on with me. Sometimes I think everything is going normally with me.  But sometimes I feel like I am a criminal. I don’t know why. May be its because I stay all the day at home and I think to much.

I bought a new PC without asking my parents. I am not going college because I have some backpapers. I’ve said my Grand Mom and Mom that I will pass it this time. But I don’t even know when the exam is. I eat in restaurant everyday which my mom do not like. My friends are working on offices. One friend just flew to Darchula from his office. He earns almost equal to me.  But I stay at home all the day. I do not even go college. My maternal uncles prefers me to complete my study and do Government Job no matter I can earn 5 times of what I can earn from a Government Job. They often talk about that with my Mom but my moms get convinced when I talk with them.  They think I am doing no wrong. They actually think that I can not do no wrong.

I read  the story “I don’t like Shanta Khanal” of Manju Shree Thapa today again. Its the 3rd time. There is nothing in that story but yet I like that. Its been more than 2 month I bought that book but its not finished yet.

I’m currently researching about San Diego accounting service provider for my friend cheng. He is needing some accounting service but have no time for search. I also don’t know much, but lets see if I can find something for him.

 

“Jaane Kya Hoga Rama Re”