I lied my age today with some people but I was not aware that I am lieing. I realized that I did it after sometimes and I wanted to tell them my true age but I felt very difficult hence didn’t open my mouth.
I stepped to 19 in April but I still like to say that I am 18. I don’t know why but I feel I should be very mature, I should be more professional, I should seem more responsible at this age. I mean at the age of 19. I think one should not be very responsible and very serious about anything. I never thought that I should be something like that until I was 18. I didn’t really care much about stuffs till I was 18. And since I stepped into 19 I’ve started to think that I should be really serious about my life, my family , my study and my job.

I wonder why I’m feeling this now? I mean why didn’t I think before April 25th? Is this natural? Does this happen to all? Or its just a coincident that I started to feel it after I turned into 19?