Ninetynine Problems

I make good money from what I am doing now. I look for a big kids website. I run some of my own site. And I am working for another big finance website as SEO. I do domaining.I write contents for other and get other people to write for my clients. I even look after small web design business which I run with a friend. Shouldn’t I be happy with all this? But I think I am not. My interest on these things are getting weaker in these things.
I now want to work in big organisation. Like UNO or big media houses. People change profession if they to not get success but I want to change it although I am doing good. I know I can do better in this field but I aint linking it anymore. Not because I think money is not everything. I don’t know the reason.
I like small movies and documentaries. I love to see low budget films. Saw a documentry called “Sa Karnalai through Dolpa” yesterday. I Had bought a ticket for salik too. He is also a great lover of such films. But don’t know where is that psycho haha. Dhyan garna gako hola. He should have at least switched the phone off.
I don’t know why girls approach me? Haha. This one lives near my sister. She got my number from my sister. She first started with sms. I was not ignoring her but I don’t have interest on her. She called me today morning and talked for 26 munutes. Funny,we didn’t have any topic. My sister says she is beautiful. Do I look handsome? Haha. Says she has seen me couple of times.
I bought another book some days ago. This is called “Ghanachakkar” and the writer is Sanjib Upreti. I had once seen him in Gurukul. He was in a play. He is a good actor. I’m gonna finish this book today.

And torrent.
I used it for the first time when no other way worked. Don’t say its illegal, I know it is. But I had no other way. My computer was badly infected. You can not buy any softwares here easily. Its better be bad rather to see computer dieing. I tried to get my friends copy, but all of they were also pirated and outdated. Finally I downloaded Karspersky Anti Virus of Latest version. Its working good now.

I really don’t think so, but my family does. They want me to go abroad and finish my Engineering course. They want me to be an Engineer. But I don’t want anything like that. I was to study Arts. We had really long discussion yesterday, they say I have no future here. People will not let me do anything in Nepal so I should go abroad anyway. There is solution of a financial crisis in my family according to them, but no other way for me other than going abroad.

Getting a loan if you’re low on money for abroad study is not hard. Banks do give loans for abroad study. But the interest of the loan is disaster. Some of my friends have gotten loan from bank and is studying different university in States and England. They are working their ass of to pay the high interest rate of the Kathmandu Bank. I don’t know much an education loan cost in abroad, but its 9% here I think. Thats expensive. Banks do not give unsecured loans here. They don’t know about this all and just say that they will get loan if they want me to go abroad. They might not even have enough mortgages to get loan for me haha. Very funny.

There is a guy who aims to make 1500$ per month. He currently earns 6 or 7 hundred dollar each month. He doesn’t even own any business and earns like a businessman. I won’t name him here but if he is doing such good here in Kathamandu why can’t I ? In fact, I’m also working with him and do not earn any less than him. I’ve decided not to go abroad, I feel what people say "you can do something in your own country " and I fell I should.  But I will have to face my family.

Tajim on 31 December, 2007 at 2:10 pm #

Just a note!

You have completed 1 year with this blog so

happy blog birthday

and

Happy new year

D Khanal on 1 January, 2008 at 6:15 am #

Oh, wow!
Is it? I didn’t noticed.
Let me check.

And yeah, This blog was started a year back. Its 1 year of this blog. This blog has give me a lot.