Ninetynine Problems

Finally over.
I am not sure how it went.

But I’m most probably pass this time

Now, back on butt for Black Ink Project and my affiliate marketing project. Before the next college session start I’ll probably have one or two website.

And of course, I have short vacation plan.
This Saturday. For few days,somewhere outside of Kathmandu. We’ll be having fun.

I’ve been in the emergency ward in hospital today. And I couldn’t do anything else all the day. I couldn’t even eat. I didn’t work all the day and I can’t feel like doing anything. It was the most scary day I must say in my life. I see two people dieing in bed. Two people very badly injured. They had wounds cause by sharp objects all over the body.

Going hospital for any reason again will be the one of the stuff I’ll avoid most. I know no one wants to go hospital but I’ll never go there unless there is no other options. For example to see any patients or anything like that.

I argued with them a lot about my study. I explained them why shouldn’t I regret about not going college. I explained them why I think I’m not missing it. I told them I’m smarter than them, I told them I have bigger network, I told them I am more popular than them, I told them I know more than them about the outside world and I told them I earn a lot more than them, I am more responsible, I’m working more than them and blah blah despite of being a high schooler. They are graduates or even more.

And then I thought a lot. Finally I regretted that I kind of forget about study. I was god damn stupid. I left two examinations. Now, one can’t say how much I’m missing college days. I want to wake up early in the morning, I want to get dressed in school uniform and I want to be worried about exams. I need bigger network now. A new network, campus network.

I’ve decided finally that I’ll join college in this upcoming session, with my younger sister who is giving exams of 12 now. She used to be 3 years junior than me. I’m already lost 3 years, but not for nothing. I’ve got a lot in these three years. I would have been a  graduate by now if I’d read seriously.