I argued with them a lot about my study. I explained them why shouldn’t I regret about not going college. I explained them why I think I’m not missing it. I told them I’m smarter than them, I told them I have bigger network, I told them I am more popular than them, I told them I know more than them about the outside world and I told them I earn a lot more than them, I am more responsible, I’m working more than them and blah blah despite of being a high schooler. They are graduates or even more.

And then I thought a lot. Finally I regretted that I kind of forget about study. I was god damn stupid. I left two examinations. Now, one can’t say how much I’m missing college days. I want to wake up early in the morning, I want to get dressed in school uniform and I want to be worried about exams. I need bigger network now. A new network, campus network.

I’ve decided finally that I’ll join college in this upcoming session, with my younger sister who is giving exams of 12 now. She used to be 3 years junior than me. I’m already lost 3 years, but not for nothing. I’ve got a lot in these three years. I would have been a  graduate by now if I’d read seriously.

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