I was flying high. Suddenly got into the ground. Only then I realized how difficult is it to believe in self, to act in own belief and to be honest. I always thought, I will not listen anyone, I will do what I think is right, I know what is good for me blah blah. But its hard, damn hard, fucking hard man. Its impossible, otherwise I will just have to forget everything and go “into the wild” like that “Supertramp” . I’ve always tried to be honest, but it hurts. I know I should be honest, but my honesty is not acceptable. The truth what I think is not actually a truth according to them.  And my responsibility comes in the way of my truth.