Ninetynine Problems

I was pretty close to a girl in village which later ended up with a bitter conversation. She was sister of my close friend and a tenth grader. We used to talk a lot and talk about everything. People started to say that we have affair. She called me and said that. And we stopped talking and meeting like before. I admit I was feeling something about her but I didn’t wanted people to talk like that about her. There is another girl in Kathmandu which whom I was close. We used to go movie together, coffee and I’ve even been in her home couple of times. I didn’t thought her like that but I knew from her friends that she was trying to propose me. God, save me, I left meeting her.

And this is another girl who lives near my apartment. We talk a lot everyday. We go out sometimes, movie sometimes and sometime just to hang in the city. Last week her sister’s friend saw us in Theater and reported her sister. Now her sister think that we have affair. We still talk and meet but its not like before. And this another girl is the last one whom I’m meeting pretty often. She’s good but I hope it will not ended like with other girls. She is little selfish and talks a lot, but she’s good.

My intimacy with girls always ends with fake tales of relationship.

I just came across a post in DailyBlogtips about the big blogs dropping PR. So many of the Big blogs are dropping in PR. But its the link sellers who are actually affected by Google’s evil action. People are guessing lots of things about this. Whatever the cause Google is penalizing such blogs, they are not doing it properly . I don’t belive its because the blogs were penalized because they were selling links. I am using a lot of blog advertising networks in some of my blogs. PPP, Sponsored reviews, Smorty and other. They’ve got the higher pr this time. I don’t  belive that they are being penalized because they got bunch of links from blog networks because I bought more than 200 links from a blog network and it increased my PR. I don’t even belive that a blog will get an honest PR if it does not sell link, if it does not get blog network link or if it does not buy any links. Becaues some of my sites which had a very good numbers of pr4 and pr3 backlinks (which were neither bought links nor from any kind of site networks) dropped from PR3 to PR0.

                      Google have no Idea what they’ve doing, In fact the irregularities in the PageRank Update might raise the value of other site popularity measuring services link Alexa.

Its been more than 1 month since I visited my maternal grandfather who lives just after 25 minutes of walk from my apartment. Not I am too busy so I can not go there because of lack of time, but I never found a time to go to him. He called me today. He was hitting sattire. Hey kid, what are you up to? Don’t work too much. Whats your plan? Being rich like Gate, Ambanis or Lindemann Senior? Haha, that was funny. I said no, but I’m planning to be rich like johnchow for sure. If not for his all income, I am planning to rich his blog’s income.
I do not work all the day but I never feel like I have time to visit them. Don’t know why? He is not only one who are expecting me since long time, but I don’t know when will I make visit for them.

Its 2:30 of night. Just finished all of my works but I am not going to sleep. I never sleep before 3 am. The song “Jane Kya Hoga Rama Re” is playing in my player. I’m thinking what’s going on with me. Sometimes I think everything is going normally with me.  But sometimes I feel like I am a criminal. I don’t know why. May be its because I stay all the day at home and I think to much.

I bought a new PC without asking my parents. I am not going college because I have some backpapers. I’ve said my Grand Mom and Mom that I will pass it this time. But I don’t even know when the exam is. I eat in restaurant everyday which my mom do not like. My friends are working on offices. One friend just flew to Darchula from his office. He earns almost equal to me.  But I stay at home all the day. I do not even go college. My maternal uncles prefers me to complete my study and do Government Job no matter I can earn 5 times of what I can earn from a Government Job. They often talk about that with my Mom but my moms get convinced when I talk with them.  They think I am doing no wrong. They actually think that I can not do no wrong.

I read  the story “I don’t like Shanta Khanal” of Manju Shree Thapa today again. Its the 3rd time. There is nothing in that story but yet I like that. Its been more than 2 month I bought that book but its not finished yet.

I’m currently researching about San Diego accounting service provider for my friend cheng. He is needing some accounting service but have no time for search. I also don’t know much, but lets see if I can find something for him.

“Jaane Kya Hoga Rama Re”

All the passwords were saved in the password manager of my website. And I had great time to remember all the passwords of mine in this new computer. I couldn’t use Internet yesterday because I forget the password for my Internet connection. I needed to fax the documents to ISP to change the password and I got it back now. And then only one password I could remember is the password of my Gmail account.
Then I reset all the password of other accounts my doing forget password. Haha, I never had to enter password on any of my account since last 6 months I think. I didn’t even remember my Paypal account and bank account passwords.

I’ve been doing hell of the content writing jobs since some months. Finally its making very good money. I write a lot of things each day for me and for other. I write in so many blogs each day. But the problem, I don’t like this work anymore. I have my own 4 blogs and some others to write. I don’t want to do this anymore.
I’ve been always facing this problem. I can not do any work continuously for long time. No matter how easy is it and how much money it gives. If I write contents all the day now, I can make very good income. I can just write and write and write and earn as much as I can. But I just don’t like it now. I am sure I will have to try very hard now to earn same by any other ways but lets see.
I’m involved in the Search Engine Optimization of a very big site plus I also have a regular job in another website. These two will give me certain amount of money to live So I will be working on something else now.I shall be promoting a new Auto site. I’m looking to make adsense money out of it. I never wanted to make money from Adsense before but now I think I am going to experiment it. It will definitely be cool if I can make 10$ each day after 2-3 months of hard work. I will not do any hard before that. But I don’t know how good adsense makes money.

But I can’t. I don’t have a good Internet Connection which I cant live without in my birth place. I don’t even have colleges there if i wanted to join later. I don’t even have enough ladies there if I wanted to hang out and I don’t even have a lot of places there if I wanted to go out in the evening. Kathmandu has been my only option. I can’t go to India because Tajim says they do not treat Nepalese good. He said they refused to give him a credit card saying he is Nepalese. He didn’t even get a bank account there. And I can’t go USA because I can’t afford it. But I hate Kathmandu.
I have been kind of sick since 1 month. I have cough and common cold. I’m trying but its not stopping. I had been out of the city for some days 3-4 days ago. I was so much relieved. I felt perfect but the problem yet again started when I get back to the city. Cough and the cold again caught me. Air pollution in Kathmandu is the main reason I hate it. And then sound pollution, population pollution and all. I don’t know when I’m gonna be perfectly fine.