Ninetynine Problems

I bought a bag yesterday. Its pretty big and expensive too. 1100 NRS i.e. more than 15$ for a bag is not a small money and for the student. Hari said the bag looks like a porter bag. I bought a sandal in 25 rupee some months ago and he said it looks like a bathroom sandal. I bought a glass some 6 months ago. One uncle keep muttering about my glass until I changed it whenever I go to him. But I don’t really care what they say. I don’t really care.
What I feel is anything I am doing is good. Anything I wear, I think thats a fashion. No matter its a designer sandal or a bathroom sandal.Its not only the clothes. I like the domains I registered which my friends say ‘crap’. I like the work I’m doing no matter my uncles forcing me to join a day job. I even don’t agree with them in the topic of my study. They say I should keep it up but what I’m thinking right now is, I should not compulsorily join the college again. Education is necessary but college is not compulsory for education.
I don’t know what this feeling is called, attitude? or what?

I bought “Tilled Earth” some 7 days ago. I don’t know why I wanted to read this book. I am not fond of reading actually. But I’m buying books quite often now, and surprisingly I was reading them. Don’t have time for this book now. I’ve only scanned the title of the stories after I bought this. Yesterday I took a 15 minutes break at around midnight and read the story Solitaire. I choose that story because that was short. Will read another short one before bed tonight.

And music CDs.
I bought one collection CD called MTV Hits 2007 and Shock Vault by Timbaland same day. Two more CDs the week before that. I’ve only listened the one song “Give It to Me” twice in these 7 days.

I don’t know why but I enjoy buying things rather that using them these days. Kinda crazy.

Three people have been already defined dead and more than 20 people are injured.Bombs were exploded in Kathmandu in 3 different places. None of the policemen nor other terro or rebel group were the target. The target were the public. Hell, what is this? Why public?
I’ve been seeing war and killing around me, all around the world actually ever since I’ve known the world. Killing is definitely bad, war is definitely not a good idea of getting something. This is the first time I’ve seen that only public has been clearly targeted. This is not gonna end, people are really disappointed. I am really disappointed. I don’t have interest on constitutional assembly. I don’t even care whoever leads the country. A kind or a president. I don’t have interest on any “tantra”. Only one thing I want is peach. I should be able to live freely. I should be able to go out from house any time. I should be able to go to the hotel each evening for dinner without any fear. And that it what all people want.
People do not want any more war after the nearly two decades of war. Why don’t the so called Loktantrik sarkar (Public Government) try to address all of the community and all of the group who are fighting right now. Hell, how can they think of going ahead ignoring 18 armed rebel group. And yeah, hell, why do public have to suffer each time? Why don’t they just go and rock a bomb to Prachand? They can do it. They can throw a bomb under their car or they can do it to their home. That would make sense, that would not hurt this much. What we’ve done? Why we have to fear everytime we go out of house? Why we have to fear each time we catch the bus for campus? When are we going to be fearless? It already has been more than 15 years. When is this gonna be stop?

I lied my age today with some people but I was not aware that I am lieing. I realized that I did it after sometimes and I wanted to tell them my true age but I felt very difficult hence didn’t open my mouth.
I stepped to 19 in April but I still like to say that I am 18. I don’t know why but I feel I should be very mature, I should be more professional, I should seem more responsible at this age. I mean at the age of 19. I think one should not be very responsible and very serious about anything. I never thought that I should be something like that until I was 18. I didn’t really care much about stuffs till I was 18. And since I stepped into 19 I’ve started to think that I should be really serious about my life, my family , my study and my job.

I wonder why I’m feeling this now? I mean why didn’t I think before April 25th? Is this natural? Does this happen to all? Or its just a coincident that I started to feel it after I turned into 19?

Do you know what is my biggest income cutter for last 3 months? Its the price of USD. Damn, I have 600 USD now in bank and if I want that money I will get NRS. 3000. Nrs. 3000 is enough either for my fooding or lodging for one whole month. I’ve been waiting since long time for the rise of Dollar but hell, whats wrong with it? Does that mean US economy is weakening?
I don’t know much about economics. Even commerce students do not know that. I have a commerce student staying with me and he does not know it. I just can pray for the rise of dollar so that I will not have to loose 3000 NRS each month.

One badass broke my glass today and I got new one. I would love to post the pic of my new glass but its dark in the room. Hari is in deep sleep, don’t have anyone to take a picture. Look at the pic in sidebar. That was my very first glass. Ujjwal broke that and I bought another. Again Balram Dai broke this one. They said this new one is cooler than the previous one. I will post the picture of it soon.
I lost my credit card some 1 week ago.
My phone SIM card some 2 week ago.
Mobile which worth around 150$ some 2 months ago.
I broke my glass today.
Damn, I’m pretty much loosing everything.
Oh, did I tell you one more thing? I broke up with my ex-girlfriend some 3 months ago.

What kind of virus is this? My keyword stopped working.
When I type “N” key, it opens new tab, when I press “w” it closes browser and when I type “B” it opens Bookmark option. Sonds like the ctrl key is always pressed.I didn’t have Antivirus software installed.
And its now infected. I dont know why but I hate using anti virus software. Everytime virus enters on my computer I format this. And until the next time virus enters again in my computer. Pretty crazy for a computer professional but this is how I do.
Now I will have to format my computer again.